我一个人就好

I must learn to be alone. I must stop asking people out. I must go out alone.

I have tried so many times, so many times. I am too tired to ask people out already.

From this moment on, I will never ask anyone out again anymore. It's too tiring.

I went to Hougang Mall alone just now. I am taking my first step out. I went to food court and eat alone. Then, I went to Gelare and have ice-cream there alone. Mr Lim (Principal) and Mr Chan (Vice-Principal) waved to me while I was having my strawberry ice-cream. After which, I went down to NTUC alone. I saw Mrs Helen Chong.

街 挤满了欢笑 太不适合 眼泪凑热闹 快跑 快寻找 无人 的转角 不优雅时候 一个人 最好 爱 说退就退潮 我松开手 回忆却没放掉 未来 不来了 地球 继续绕 躲回温暖的梦 我一个人 就好 为什么 越相信谁能依靠 越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥 有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药 如果说 越踏出世界一脚 越不能 保留住天真微笑 那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好 心 很平静 地跳 只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸 突然某一秒 偷袭 我眼角 眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好 为什么 越相信谁能依靠 越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥 有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药 如果说 越踏出世界一脚 越不能 保留住天真微笑 那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好

Who will actually read the chinese lyrics? It totally describes my feeling. Anyway, ain't I always alone?

When was my last time going out with close friends?

If you don't know what I hate, that's really bad.

WHY DID OU XUAN NOT WIN THE BEST LEAD ACTRESS AWARD!

I really feel so so so so so so so so so sorry for her. She puts in a lot of effort into making the drama and she is the one that makes me addicted to xiao niang re lor.

Not the white wei xiu. -.-


Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

If I am ou xuan right, I SWEAR I WILL QUIT MEDIACORP IMMEDIATELY. Like, so much effort was put into the drama still never win best actress award.

Okay la, miss white is not bad too. But, she just don't deserve the award la.


Anyway, please stay away from the beach during July this month. There will be a tsunami hitting on Japan as predicted. It might also hit Singapore as the predictor said that initially.

But, when I go back to the website the next day, the fucking predictor deleted Singapore's and other countries name. -.-


The weather recently is killing.

For some reasons which I don't know, more and more people are getting sick.

AND I AM HAVING A SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE THROAT NOW.

C and JW vomited, XL cough and me too!

I keep having the feeling to vomit while coughing. But, nothing came out!



TAMADE TIAN QI.

Aiya, shall blog some other things tomorrow! :D

I really miss my long and blonded hair!

Shiate! My shortest hair in my lifetime got caught by the school. I swear it is the shortest hairstyle I ever had in my teenage years.

Ya la, people will say I will scold the school again all these. Standard one. I purposely don't want to scold the school this time.


TAKE A LOOK AT MY LONG HAIR! SO CHIO, I am so going to dye my hair blond again after my 'O' level.







p/s: Ya la, I like to say the school sexist because they only cut guys hair. So what? *gives the whatever face and hand sign*



Haha, irritated boh?

There is no failure, only learning experiences.

I just realized that I have not updated for so long. Recently, I am not sure what am I down with.

My chest just starts to get painful whenever I breathe in hard or bend down. The pain has been with me for 7 days including today.

It gets so painful yesterday that I decided not to go to school and go to the polyclinic. I have so many things to rant about the polyclinic.


I am so fucking angry with the staffs there.

I waited for 1.5 hours to see a doctor. I went to approached one of the staffs there and asked if they had missed my queue number.

The staff told me that, you have to make an appointment to shorten the waiting time. -.-

Then she asked me what problem with my body do I have. I told her that my chest hurts. Then she asked me whether do I have any heart problem.

I told her I am not sure. Because my chest pain might link to some heart problem for all I know.

She told me that, in this case, if it gets painful again, she have to send me down to the emergency room and call the ambulance.


I STRAIGHT AWAY TELL HER THAT I DO NOT HAVE ANY HEART PROBLEM.

Crazy.

After getting to see Dr Sivamathy, I was told to take a X-Ray at level one. I walked down from level three to level one you know!

It's really painful for my chest when I do activities that strains my body.

Anyway, after getting an X-ray, I was told to wait outside.

I waited for another 15 minutes seeing people passing urine samples in front of me. I went to approach the staff again. She told me to go back to level three and wait for my queue number to be called.


LUCKILY, the staff that I approached before was upstairs. She told me to ask the staff downstairs for the film, or how long do I have to wait for the film.

If she had not told me this, I would be waiting upstairs for another 1.5 hours.

I went down and the staff apologized and told me to come back an hour later for the x-ray.


I SPENT LIKE CLOSE TO 4 HOURS THERE. -.-

Super fed-up.

After an hour, I went to see the doctor and she told me that no fractured was found. So, she prescribed some muscle pain reliever for me and told me to come back on Monday if it does not gets any better.





Oh ya, on Thursday, I went to watch "Cats Musical". It was FANTASTIC! The actors and actresses there are all very professional.

Singing, dancing and acting is just perfect for them.

Alright, I shall not be a spoiler. You guys should go and buy the tickets from sistic. It's a one in a life time thing you know!





Click to catch a short preview! :D

Real photo of Pimple-ish Jolin Tsai

Dancing Queen?

The most compatible female artiste with Jay Chou?


This is one of her ugly photos.



Alright, I am not insulting her or what.


Don't curse me if you are her fan, because I am not the one who took this photo. If you ever curse me, let the curse go back to you. :D

I love them!

I am so tired for no reason!

Just so tired.

School life is getting less boring. There are many friends that make me happy everyday! LY, XL, N, A, JW, R and many more..


Alright, I shall go and sleep and update later.


*sleeps* (5.41pm)


I lay down on my bed for half and hour and got up. BECAUSE MY MOTHER VOICE WAS SO LOUD THAT I COULD NOT SLEEP! :@

I went to have a bath and did some revision.

Hohoho! I just had a chat with my grandparents and realized that they are cute!




I AM SO GOING TO TREASURE THEM LIKE MAD!!

Live everyday like it's your last.

I am going to live everyday like it's my last.

I want to treasure everyone.

I am afraid of living the world at 2012, December 21. This is what the scientist predicted according to some solar system rules.




p/s: I know my hair looks like shit. It will grow long!

I really misses Mrs Pereira so so so so so much!

She is really a great teacher. And it's my first time feeling so sad to part from a teacher.

:'(

We love you Mrs Pereira!

I promise to improve my Chemistry.

Take gooooooooooood care of yourself!

Hullaa

OH YEAH, SHE BANGS.


Chinese Drama SYF has finally come to an end. I need not wake up early in the morning on every Wednesday and Saturday anymore!!

Many thanks to those people who messaged me to encourage me yesterday! :)


Anyway, the results will not be revealed until next week because we have to wait for a week for our results. Yup.



And I am free every Tuesday and Saturday alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I went to take my results on Friday with my father. I passed all my subjects. But, of course that's not what I want.

I want to score.


My weakest subjects are combined humanities, combined science and english!

My goodness. I got C6 for my englishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :(

I have never get such a grade ever in my life. 'N' Levels and 'O' Levels are really very different.


And I so feel like going out now. Update more later!! :)

Sorry!

I have been so busy with Chinese Drama because the competition day is this coming Saturday!

Shrugs*


I went out with Xue Li and Sharon to compass point yesterday with the intention of eating lunch and doing homework there.


HOWEVER..

After eating, instead of doing homework, we started gossiping. Hey! Actually I really did my homework there- 2 sentences for my composition.

It was such a coincidence that I met Serena and Christopher there. Ahem*


When I reached home, my brain was shut down.

I forgotten that I promised someone to go out together that day, and I fell asleep.

From 6pm-10pm, after which I did some revision.


That's it. I am going to study chemistry later. See you guys! :)

Sometimes ignorance is bliss

I am really disappointed with one of my friends for the things xxx have done. I knew that you are telling a lie, but I just continue feigning ignorance.

Why?

Because I hope that you will change one day and tell me the truth. The more things that you try to hide from me, the deeper my hatred for you goes.

If you truly know who you are, just stop it.

I can tell the lies that you made but why didn't I stop you from doing it, I really have no idea. I just act along with you all the way.


Lies after lies.

p/s: Don’t let lies over run, don’t let lies stay and haunt you, speak the truth.

I am back with a smile.

:)

I am feeling happy for no reason.

Perhaps, it is the coursework that makes me happy. I am really close to finishing research and development.

Everyone in my house have went out to Tampinies One. I bet that it would be fucking squeezy today. That's one of the reasons why didn't I join them.

I went to do homework with Shi Da today. Hardworking a not!


No one is cooking for me tonight. I am waiting for Sharon to finish her meal so that she can accompany me for dinner.

Goodbye.

A whole new revamp

How do you guys think about my new blogskin? I think that it is awesome! I love my new blogskin so damn much.

I spent like six hours on doing this blogskin you know.

With a new blogskin, my blogging bugs are all back to me now! I feel like blogging everyday if I have the time. Trust me, I really wish to!



Yeah! I just bought two shirts and one tragus stud today! I am still considering whether to open a blog shop a not.

I am afraid that I will neglect my studies if I spent time working on my blog shop. It will definitely affects my studies.


'O' Level's

Hey, any one of you here is participating in Singapore Youth Festival Chinese Drama? I am quite nervous as the competition date gets nearer and nearer.

There are many negative thoughts running through my head.

"Why are some of the actress not cooperative?"
"Will we repeat the history and get bronze again?"
"What if I can't cry on stage that day?"
"Will there be some sudden mistakes? Like actors or actresses forgetting their lines?"

After all, we are only given one chance. What if we perform badly on that day even though our practices were alright.





There are always people who gives attitude when they are unhappy. It is a non-stop routine; one after another.

It is not that I love to pick on them, but competition is tough. We have to be at our best at all times. I think some people are still not unleashing their potential out.

There are really so so so much potential in them. But, there are only a handful of them unleashing them out.


What is this?

I heard Choir practicing this morning. I think that they are doing very well. With good discipline comes everything.

I believe that Choir will be able to clinch at least a Silver. Gold should not be a problem for them.


Please put in much much much more effort guys!

My childhood photos with a huge story to tell.

Bringing you back to my childhood memories. Where imagination takes place at and happiness every single day.

When I was still a little baby boy, I was very chubby. I think I look so cute in the photo! Alright, stop the self praising.

But, I believe you guys will say that I AM very cute in the photo!





Tada! Freedom house. Did my chubby cheeks made you smile? :)

Gradually, when I grow up, I got skinnier and skinnier. I guess the reason is pretty simple: Choosy about foods.

I don't eat food which I dislike to eat. I rather let myself starve to death than to eat it. I mean who likes eating food that they dislikes to eat.


When I was in primary school, my mother was still rich. She used to own a spa at Apollo Center Basement 1. The WHOLE BASEMENT ONE!

I always visit her spa when I was in primary school to enjoy the jacuzzi and sauna. Back then, her staffs are all licking her boots using me.

Every anniversary of her spa, she will invite some Hong Kong actress to open ceremony for her.

I still remembers the local artistes who visited my mother's spa: Christopher Lee, Chao Guo Hui, Zhen Bing Hui, Guo Liang, Mark Lee and many more.


Remember the super famous show that time? 我爱精灵 - I love Genius



I tuned in to it EVERY SATURDAY MAN! It's just so funny and cute. Where the 54088 eats Kentucky Fried Chicken. I still remember the story still okay!

Mediacorp sent a letter to my mum's spa to seek permission for filming. However, they changed the story line and did not go to my mum's spa for filming.

I was so excited that time lor! When my mum told me about it, I told her I will be there to watch them filming the drama!

Alright, this was me in one of the opening ceremony.



I have fringe back then too okay! Don't play play. I remember my mum doing my hair for me. Back then, I hated that hair very much as primary school children do not have this hair style. I feel so awkward and uncomfortable with it.


My six years old birthday left a very deep memory in me. It's not something bad.

I remembered that I was so excited that day that I keep pestering my auntie to bring out the birthday cake and stop delaying. She was so frustrated.

Haha!



Do you guys remember going for school excursions? I remember going to many places like Singapore Zoological Garden, Jurong Bird Park, Science Center, Art Gallery and many more!

This was one of the photos taken before going out for a school excursion.



So toot. But, I still find it cute. Okay, I have high self-esteem.


Here comes the last photo which shows how ugly I was when I had my oval spectacles on.



Hey! It was super in that time okay! :D


What does all these shows?

It shows that photos are really very very important for memories. Without these photos, I won't even remember what I did and what I was.

So from now on, start taking your photo at least once every month.

Then, when you grow up, you will laugh at your silly face which is your present that you think is so great.

Ass

It's best for you to know who to meddle around with and who not to. I will NOT tolerate people who did things that made me angry.

From now on, do not expect me to call you or message you anymore.

Fuck it.


Blogskin will be changed soon :D

Sneak Preview

I had bangs when I was young okay! 

Look out for more photos! winks*

Hospital patient

A sweet old lady telephoned St. Joseph's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?" The operator said, "I can, what's the name and room number?"

The old lady in her weak voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302."

The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse."

After a few minutes the operator returned to the phone and said, "Oh, I have good news, her nurse just told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal and her physician, Dr. Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged on Tuesday."

The old lady said, "Thank you. That's wonderful! I was so worried! God bless you!"

The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?"

The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in 302. No one tells me shit."

OKAY, I just came back from Joyce Tan bbq.

I met up with Serena after my dinner with mum okay! So wuxim. Despite me being very tired and very full, I still went for the bbq.

Urgh, I am getting tired.


I am really busy, update soon k! :D