I should not be a KPO

As per normal, I am busy everyday!

Hahahaha! That explains the lack of interesting posts recently.

A few days back, I met up with Xavier to settle some personal problems.

I have learn a very important lesson in life which is not to believe in people wholeheartedly.

Believing is one thing. But, DO NOT believe someone easily.


I did not regret believing in someone so wholeheartedly, but rather feel that I deserve it.

How can I believe someone who I had made good friends with for less than half a year?


With that, I knew where did I gone wrong.



There are five tests this week and I had prepared nothing for anyone of it. How great!

3 tests left!

The stress in me is building up weeks after weeks.

I realized that my temper had changed recently.


Anyway, Chinese drama practice is still bad.

From what I see, friends are engaging themselves with each other noisily whenever they are not acting.

I really want Chinese drama to stand out from other CCAS.

I do not come back for CCA points. But, it is because that I want to help Chinese drama to get at least a silver for Singapore Youth Festival.

No point aiming high with the current attitude of fellow cca-mates.

My CCA points is already more than enough for me to get a bonus points of two for my 'O' levels.

I've already got 31 points for my CCA.


However, it seems that I am the only one who is treating this competition very important.

People are coming late each practice, giving all sorts of stupid excuses.

I wonder how long will my patience last.



Really.


Please. Make this competition a successful one okay?

Cutiepie

Sock ling and me! :)

p/s: anyone wants to sponsor me with a clearer webcam? :(

Fatty Serena

Isn't that cute?!

Good morning guys!

Sharon birthday falls on the 20th of February.

A few graduated students came down during recess to surprise her! So sweet of them.




Happy Belated 17th Birthday Sharon!

On Friday, after my chinese test, I went home and met SOCK LING! (I don't want to call you Serena already! Inside joke. Hahahahaha)

As usual, the girls that I always meet is always late.


We decided to go to Cathay for a movie at 7.10pm.

She decided to watch, "Let the right one in".

I swear this is the most non-horrific, not the best pictures as described in the movie poster.

We wasted our ten bucks watching this.





While waiting for the clock to strike 7.10pm, we went to eat.



It's called Sakae something. I can't remember the name.

You know that restaurant that the chef cooks in front of you on a metal table?

If you don't know, go to Plaza Singapura basement two. It's opposite Pasta Mania.





I looked very fucked up that day.

I want my stupid hair to grow stupid long.

Stupid school.
Stupid life.

p/s: A surprise will be coming up today!! :)

Good night world

Short update:

I just came back after 13 hours of fun. I am feeling so tired and sleepy.

But, I want to go singing tomorrow! Who wants to accompany me!!?

I promise to have a good post tomorrow.

My eyes are closing.

Regretted

This is a true story.
extracted from an email

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.

She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.


I was so embarrassed.


How could she do this to me?

I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one
eye!'


I wanted to bury myself.

I also wanted my mom to just disappear.

I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing
stock, why don't you just die?'



My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full
of anger.

I was oblivious to her feelings.



I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.

So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married.

I bought a house of my own.

I had kids of my own.

I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my mother came to visit me.

She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.



When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.

I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'

GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'



And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.



So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.








My
neighbors said that she died.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.



'My dearest son,


I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and

scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.



You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and

lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you

having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.



With all my love to you,

Your mother.

Banana boat day

I really do not know what to blog today.

Anyhow, I cashed out my Nuffnang earnings once again a few days back.

Hopefully, by the time it reaches my house, I will stop having the feeling of checking my visitors.


I admit that I often got tempted to blog because of money.

Though it defeats the purpose of blogging by doing that, I still don't f care.

Reason being, who will say "Get lost la, moo-la!"

Basically no one.




So that's pretty much the reason.


I really need a lot of money now to go shopping.

It has been long since I went out to shop.

Of late, I had been buying my clothing from blogshop rather than going out to shop.


The blogshop clothing is so nice that whenever the new collection is up, I can't resist not buying the item!!

Very good le hor, of so many that I like I only bought one piece from them.




Remember the watch that I bought from Kevin?




The bottom watch is mine. Yea, that super nice watch.

The strap came off when I was playing fighting with Trisha and my nephews.

Hahahahahahaha! Cute la!


I was so heart broken when the strap broke off.

I don't think I am getting the same watch again.

See, got to waste money again. I want to buy new watch!!


March holiday's is coming! Which means IT fair is coming too!

This time round, I am definitely going to buy a camera from there!!

HOHOHO HEHHEHHEH HAHAHA

I shall go and bathe already!

Because, I did not bathe in the swimming pool.

I don't like to bathe there, only rinse myself with water just now.

There's so much you don't understand.

Yes, I have so many things to say. But, I don't know how to say it.

Let's just summarize it as, "Foolish".


Alright, I am not in a good mood now.

I guess, everything got to stop now.




Stop it man. It must be the rain that made me so pissed of.

Anyhow, don't let me find out that you are lying, otherwise, I will get more pissed of.


Why am I always trusting on the wrong person AGAIN AND AGAIN.

FUCK.

Fallen

我很累, 很疲倦.

但是我还需要烫衣服, 还需要冲凉.

不多说了, 再见.

What a boring Valentine's day.

Thanks Serena for calling me out. :)

Much much appreciated. But, I guess I am too lazy to go out today.


Xavier is really very crazy now. He is asking me to meet him now!! The time now is freaking 10.04pm!

I went to help Xavier with some things in the afternoon.

After which, we went to block four zero one and eat.

It has been super long since I bought sweets. And I bought tic tac at the mama shop.


I really don't understand the real meaning about mama shop.

It just sounds so funny.

Like cha "Shake your mama." Get it?



I am listening to R&B music now while couples out there are happily hugging and kissing each other, enjoying themselves to the fullest.

Happy Valentine's Day!


Okay. I know by the time you read this, you are already at home preparing to sleep.


I really feel like changing my attitude to a f up attitude.

Because people just don't appreciate how well I treat them and took them for granted.


Maybe, I shall be more cold-blooded now.


Okay, or or time.


yawnnnnnnnnnn

13 years old daddy with one child.

Baby-faced boy Alfie Patten is father at 13

I really could not believe what I saw.

The 13 years old boy had sex with the 15 years old girl and gave birth to a small baby.

What has the world become?



What the f.

For more information, click this link!

Long hair gives me more confidence.

I miss my long hair so much. :(

Of course, the friends who were working around me too. With them around, work is never boring.

These two babes are working at Prestat counter.

The one selling chocolates that are eaten by some Princess in some country which I had forgotten.


OOPS!








So cool ya?

I am very happy today as I do not have any homework. For the first time in the year.

:D


I know I type like a small boy. -.-

However, I still have A-maths logarithm test tomorrow which I don't think I will do well.

So many laws to remember and it's taught before Chinese new year!

Oh ya, the previous Standard Deviation test I took was great. I got 27/30 which I was quite satisfied and surprised with.

Don't pray pray hor! I top the class with two other students.

Hahahaha!

I am not trying to show off here. But, showing that my hard work pays off well!


:D

My hair was caught during assembly today despite the SHORTEST HAIRSTYLE THAT I HAD EVER CUT!

Luckily, the discipline master let me off upon queuing up for a haircut by the barber.



PHEW.

Otherwise, I will curse and swear again today! Hahaha!

Byebye!

My final lap

I want to change to a super colorful blogskin, and that will happen when I am free.


I really want to get into the course that I want, and I will work hard to make it come true!

Hope that my hard work pays off. I went to school yesterday even though I am sick you know!

Don't I deserve a clap from you?

Having a running nose is the most troublesome illness. I had been using the tissue paper from morning til now! :(

Even when I was about to sleep yesterday night, I had to blow the disgusting thing out non-stop.

Therefore, I keep repeating the actions that I do for close to 10 times!

1) Lie down.
2) Stand up and take tissue and blow.

-.- irritating!


In the end, I was really irritated that I just take the tissue and stuck it up into my nose and I fell asleep.

Okay, I know this is very un-glam of me saying this out here.



YAY! I've got the role that I had wanted in Chinese Drama for Singapore Youth Festival after selection yesterday.

And I just bought colourpoo from typicalstore.com!




Don't you find it super colourish and youthful!

I still have so many things to complete by today.

• Study for tomorrow's Food spoilage and Shop smart Test (This alone, can make me tired enough!)
  
• Finish my A-maths homework

I am gonna end this now! Bye!

Hey guys!

On Saturday, I went to clarke quay to meet friends.

We bought some alcohol and played "true or dare". This was a sizzling hot game man.

Not those boring "true or dare" that you guys had played before.

This involves you of telling some sexual things like, how many times can you masturbate a day and stuffs.


I know this is gross, but this is the only way to make the person embarrassed what!

If we got a dare, we have to do some super embarrassing things.

For instance, I was tasked to ask some passerby to find my lost wallet in the bush.

My friend even power man! She have to act like she is having sex with her boyfriend!

HAHAHAHAHA! She even said that, if you were to ask me to moan, I would moan.


Too bad, after the punishment, she keep getting truth card. Otherwise, it would be a very interesting scene man!


Anyway, I got my hair cut on Sunday. As I was wearing a hat before I went for the haircut, the hairstylist washed my hair.

After washing, she f use her hand to dig into my ear to clear the water inside.

She is not to be blamed too as I had forgotten to tell her that I have a tragus piercing.

It was F PAIN I swear!


I am feeling so sick now. :(

Sleepy

I have so many photos and things to blog about.

But, I am feeling so sleepy and yawny already.



Just a short update first.

Poor me have no choice but to cut my hair. So I went for a hair cut yesterday and something really terrible happened to me.

Tell you guys tomorrow alright!

Oh ya, I want to tell you guys that I just ate passion fruit and watched dramas on youtube! -.-






p/s: Look out for my next post filled with juicy photos and updates!

p/s p/s: Meanwhile, make a guess who she is.

p/s p/s p/s: Serena, don't forget our date tomorrow!

Good night peeps!

p/s: I am going drinking with friends, running late!

Whatever.

F cked up.

Supposedly, I am meeting my friend tomorrow for singing.

Today, I received a message telling me that she has no money.


It's like a date we made earlier on. To me, promises are really important.

p/s: Please don't promise if you can't keep your promise.


Great, I am meeting no one tomorrow. -.-



Silly of me thinking that I will be enjoying tomorrow after a week of slogging.

If this is how heaven wants to torture me, so be it.



At the most, I stay at home tomorrow if no one ask me out. :@


Urgh, forget it.


Anyway, I "lao yu sheng" yesterday night, had fun "lao-ing".

If you don't know what's that, it's this.



It's a dish where everyone uses chopsticks to toss the sliced carrot and salad for prosperity and longevity while saying good wishes.


Alright, bye.

p/s: Treating me friendly is all I want.

Cravings for Abalone

bedokDexter ¬_¬ . no longer active . says (3:42 PM):
i just wan a diploma

walter @ www.waltertan.blogspot.com says (3:42 PM):
my maths teacher says that diploma not enough, cause everyone out there will have diploma what.at least get a degree

bedokDexter ¬_¬ . no longer active . says (3:43 PM):
no, yasmeen doesnt

walter @ www.waltertan.blogspot.com says (3:43 PM):
LOL


WHAT THE F CK! Damn funny right? LOLOLOL




I had not been meeting any friends after school from Saturday until today man!

I did ALL my homework after school everyday.


I am not going to buy Sony phones ever again. I sent it for repair and now, something is not functioning again!

When I go to my contacts, I can only press each number twice to get the alphabet that I want.

For example, I want to press "S". It just stopped at "Q" no matter how hard and many times I pressed it.



This phone is really so fucked up.



Please don't let me have the temptation to change you man. I am trying to get a camera by April. :(

Oh, finally someone asked me out this Saturday. I will be going out after a week of hard work man.


My granny just cooked Skylight Abalone soup with vegetable and minced meat! However, I am different from others.

I don't have the craving for Abalone as much as some people does.

I rather go for sticky chocolate ice-cream or plain water for exaggeration.


Alright, I shall concentrate on my food and not blog while eating.



See you guys! :D

Passion fruit

Have you guys ever tried passion fruit?

I tell you, it's freaking delicious!


My mum says that eating one passion fruit is equivalent to eating seven oranges. It's sweet and sour.

Aiya, go and buy one yourself and eat. It costs only about $0.70 per piece.


:)


Anyway, I am waiting for the IT fair coming up in march. Reason being, I want to get myself a camera and post photos everyday! :D



p/s: If you want to be me, f off la please.

p/s p/s: I am feeling so sleepy now, but I still have many homework and test tomorrow! :(

p/s p/s p/s: I wanted to chat with you today, but I can't bring myself to press enter. I hope you know who you are, it has been long since we last went out or even talking on the phone.

Dui Bu Qi

I am so sorry that I did not blog yesterday night! :(

I was feeling tired and hence fell asleep, dui bu qi!!


Anyway, I am very busy with school homework. I have still so many homework not done yet!

Because the deadline is not tomorrow thus I am leaving it to Wednesday. I just had Chinese drama and did some additional maths questions.



Food & Nutrition coursework, listing priorities not done yet.

I think I am going ktv this Saturday, anyone interested pm me okay? :D

Be right back!

Taiwan drama is still the best! Of course, without including the drama "Little Nyonya".


It got me so addicted that I can't stop watching it.

And I had been waiting for 2 weeks for these two dramas, don't want to tell you all what is it leh.


=x

p/s: Shall blog more around 11pm, as I am staying up til 12am to pray.

If only you had...

思念让一个人变得更强

I walked out from the past, keeping the good memories with me. I know what I used to wish for is silly and dumb.

How can someone be as stupid as me to believe that you will change.


**

I want to buy many shirts and jeans soon! :D

They always say, "Too many things to do but too little time."

I feel that it should be, "Too many things to do but too little money!"



I want to go clubbing like every week once I reached 18 years old! It's so boring listening to songs at home.

Anyway, I am not going out the whole of today. Because I had been busy from Monday to Saturday and have not gotten enough rest!


Though I have many homework, at least I find that I am not as lazy as the past. I have been trying really hard to attend school everyday.

With many homework accompanying me, I find that I am using my time to the fullest! :D



I have not give my virgin of singing this year to anyone yet. Who wants it?!

Whenever I feel like going to sing, some things will happen. It's either friends that will be busy that day or the rooms were fully booked!

Do you change for someone if he/she does not loves you the way you are?

I used to have that mentality that if you love someone, you should change for him/her. Otherwise, both of you will end up not clicking together.

My thinking started to change after certain things which had happened.

Why should you change for someone if he/she loves you? They should be the one accepting for who you are and not grumbling for what you are now.


If your other halve asked you to change, tell them straight on their face.



"If you don't like me for what I am, go look for someone else then."



Love is putting up with someone's bad quality as they somehow completes you. That's what one of my online friend msn is.

And I totally agree on that.


So...

Be yourself!


If he/she really breaks up with you over your bad quality, you should not feel upset.

Only the one who will take in your bad qualities will last long with you.

Because you cannot be possibly changing non-stop in a relationship as there are definitely many other things in you which another might not like it.

The right one will appear in front of you for all you know if you treat them with sincerity.


Even if you have the face of duck or you have the sound of crow, the right one will still love you for who you are.

Alright, enough on this.


But, I really hope that some of my friends will think for themselves.

Is the other halve the one they really wish to be married to?
Will the other halve give you a happy life or let you be worried for every minute, crying your heart out for him/her everyday?


In a blink of eye, after you broke up with them, you will realized that you have really missed out too many too many things and lost good friends who were there for you.

After you had realized it, it will all be too late.


No one will sympathize you. NO ONE, especially me.


p/s: When a door closes, another door will be opened for you.