I don't know what to say

I met weiwei at 9am at harbourfront yesterday.
He suggested that we go for a movie marathon.

We caught two movies.
- Prince Caspian
- Accuracy of death

Adeline came over to find us after our second movie.
So yah, we caught accuracy of death together.

It was a boring and wasting money movie.
For those who wants to watch this movie, i think you should try going for other movies.
Basically, we were wasting our time there.
Although it was a boring movie, there was this couple sitting in front of us being very interesting.
They kissed for so fucking long.
The female even put her leg on the guy's leg.
They were nearly have sex in the movie theatre
Adeline say that they nearly took off their clothes.
We decided to go out of the movie theatre as it was really a boring movie.

Weiwei went to complain that they were having sex there.
HAHAHAHAHHA!

He suggested that we shall walked faster in case the couple comes out to take revenge.

I rushed home quickly after that as jie told me that she was going to meet me at 4pm punctually.
In the end, she reached at 5pm.




Oh my god!
Nat went to bought a white tee as the dress code was white shirt.
I was so touched when i heard that.
Sounds abit gay uh?

I received the presents from them and headed off to my mother's pub.
What i can say is that i am not very happy yesterday.
Mainly because of people putting planes at the last minute when food was ready.

I still love those who come. :)


This was the present they gave to me.
But of course, there were other presents too.
They gave me more than one present.



I love the gift that xavier and wilson gave me.
It was the first big soft toy that i had received ever in my life.
Hahahahaha!

Enough of birthday updatings.

Check out my next post.

Sis, it wasn't like this the past. I really find talking to you hard now. You don't treat me as nice as before. You have your m&m's.

There is no more brother and sister relationship. I really hope we can be like that past. Really.

You just sound so unfriendly to me nowadays. Seems like you are avoiding me or something like that.

Happy birthday to me!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Come down if you want tomorrow.

Hey guys.
My birthday falls on 29th May and I am somehow celebrating it at somewhere.
For more information, call me or text me. :)

Those who are interested to come tomorrow can feel free to contact me.
I will be meeting all those who are going at 5pm at Hougang Mrt Station.

Food and drinks will be provided.

I DON'T DESERVE THAT LOUSY ATTITUDE OF YOURS

Gilbert was late for three hours today.
Luckily, there was Rasyidah.

I went over to Wisma Atria to look for Rasyidah and her friend, Siti.




Siti and I.


Rasyidah and I.


We were trying to imitate the advertisement behind us.


I don't think we pass uh?

It's always the same old thing whenever i want to look out for my crumpler bag.
Everytime i reached Orchard station, it will start to rain.
I remember going there twice when i wanted to get myself a crumpler bag, it rained.
This was the third time.

I don't think i want the crumpler bag anymore.
It was way too expensive for a school bag.
I shall save the money for other uses.

Around six plus, I finally met Gilbert at Starbucks.
We were supposed to meet at 2.30pm.
Can you imagine how late can he be?
But, its okay.
I shall forgive him this time round.

We went around Far East plaza to look for nice bags.
But none caught my eyes.

Anybody knows where to get nice bags? *.*

We went over to kovan after that to have our dinner.
Well.
He treated me chicken chop.
A horrible chicken chop.
We were like talking about his ex while eating.
The topic was like so interesting.

Headed home at 8 plus.

I REALLY DISLIKE PEOPLE WHO SHOWS ME ATTITUDE FOR NOTHING.
PLEASE DON'T SHOW ME ATTITUDE JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE DOWN OR WHATEVER FUCK.
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.
FINE.
WE SHALL END IT.
I WAS REALLY VERY ANGRY WHEN I SAW THE REPLY THAT YOU GAVE ME.
I WAS JUST ASKING A SIMPLE QUESTION AND DO YOU NEED TO GIVE SUCH A HUGE RESPONSE?
_l_

I give up.

I think Quraisha is seriously going to nag at me at my tagboard for posting this emotional post.

But, I had got no one to turn to.
So, i can only blog.

How long can your friends stay by you?
For a moment, i thought, true friends will stay by you whenever you need them.
But, no.
They have their own life to settle.
What makes you think that they will be there for you whenever you need them.
They will not.
Because, love comes first.

No matter how important you are to your friends, you are always the third.
Because first would definitely be their love.
Second will be their family.
Then it will be you.

So they will only have time for you when their first and second does not have the time for them.
I find it no point to go around making new friends already.
Because in the end, I still get back the same old thing.

It's always your family who cares for you the most.

You may think that you are showing enough care and concern to me, but very sad to say that the answer is no.

Recently, I found out that those people who are not that close to me will treat me better.
While those people who are supposed to be close to me or should i say who are close to me tends to throw me aside.

For example, Gilbert is not close to me but if i were to ask him out, he will always say yes.
Apparently, for some close friends, they will say no as they tend to be busy with their personal life.

I had also made friends whom used to be super nice to me angry.
I tried my ways to make them happy.
None helps.
All my efforts went down the drain.
It's not that i want to make them angry.
They should really know the reason behind it before pushing the blame on me.
Without knowing everything that have happened, it is very easy to get misunderstanding.
The actual truth is, almost every cases where the person who seemed to be in wrong was misunderstood.
But the misunderstanding will only be know when it's too late.

You guys know when i am bored, i will talk on the phone.
Usually, i will talked my troubles and some things which made me unhappy out.
Most people will be hearing my troubles and give me advices.
But, some people would give me attitude and say something mean like.
"Please don't tell me all these things."
I really find it hard to talk to these people on the phone.

So you see, who can i turn to to talk my troubles out?
Basically, NO ONE.

All i can say is, I had tried my best.
I don't wish to change for anyone else anymore.

Don't ask me who am i referring to.
Because there are many people who I am referring to in this post.
Just read and forget.
Don't ask me what had happened.
Thanks.

I am hungryyy!

I was woke up by a moron this morning.
SerenaTanSockLing called and asked me to have breakfast with her at 7.30am?
Since i was woke up, i decided to meet her for breakfast.

She brought alone her ahem*.

She really knows how to waste food.
I thought i was already the king of wasting food, she was worse.
I told her the prata story (if you want to know, ask me.), and she threw away the prata.
Then, she went to ordered her "cai tou kuey" and ate 5-6 spoons of it only.

After eating, we were chit chatting.
An uncle behind me was drunk hence scolding his wife so loudly.
Imagine having a drunktard behind you, wouldn't you feel scared?

What if he takes the bottle of tiger beer and smashed it on my head.
Oh gosh, I think i would seriously faint on the spot.

So, we headed off to the interchange as she wanted to go to school.
This fucking sis of mine made my new phone dropped onto the ground!
I had never ever dropped this phone on the floor so hard before alright.

Good people comes to bad end. You see?

After that went home and continue to sleep.
Grandma and I walked to POSB bank to have my lost atm card replaced.

Oh shit!
I have not start studying for my maths exam tomorrow.
*faint

Gilbert is accompanying me to buy my crumpler bag tomorrow.
I think i would either get a "TAGGER" bag if the designs there are nice.
It will be more expensive than crumpler bag.

See how it goes.

Actually i wanted to go and buy my crumpler bag today.
I called many friend today but none was free.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME SOOON~

my birthday is coming.
it's on the 29th may 2008, which is this coming thursday!

i think none of my friend would get me crumpler bag.
so most likely i will get it by myself.

i want perfumes too!
i want those gifts which have some things about me on it.
like cups with me and your photo or something like that.

i don't think i would be celebrating with many of my friends.
you know, i am a lonely guy.
haha.

most probably, i will ask those close ones to my mum's pub to celebrate my birthday.

Don't cry after reading this.

“My dearest baby, if you could survive, remember that I love you.”

These are the last words from the four-month old baby’s mother. She left the text message on her cellphone. When her cold body was found, she was in a kneel position, with her arms stretched out to shelter the baby, who was sound asleep under her without a scratch.

While I was looking at this photo and on the way posting it up, channel 8 was talking about this too. I swore to god that i cried. When the rescuers carried the baby out, the baby was in a safe condition. A phone was found on the baby's body wrapped with a towel. “My dearest baby, if you could survive, remember that I love you.” was keyed in the phone by his mother.

Can you ever imagine that something terrible might happen to you when you are taking wedding photos?

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While taking wedding photos, the earthquake suddenly happened. I can see the disappointed faces from the groom and the bride wanna-be. It's really sad to see this happened in this planet. Many natural disasters will be coming up i believe. It's all signs of earth dying.


This brave brother saved his younger brother from the earthquake. His younger brother seems to not know anything. He was sucking his milk bottle like nothing had happened. It's sad to see young children having bad memories. They are only so young but they have no choice but to struggle to live. I can really tell that his younger brother meant a lot to him.


Some child was trapped under buildings.


Poor mother. Her child was dead.




The doctors and nurses there set up tents to help those victims.






Many parents and relatives were waiting anxiously for their close ones. It's hard to have a smile on their faces while waiting for their close ones to be healed. But counting from the right, the second lady was happily smiling away. I seriously don't know why can she smile still when everyone was worrying for their close ones. Or maybe her close ones were safe and sound?




They were not dead. They were just sleeping on the streets as there were no more houses for them to accommodate in.


These were dead. The husband of the wife was very sad. Can you imagine seeing the one that was supposed to spend their whole life with you dead. I think i would cry till my lungs popped out.


Those rescuers.










:(




The road was cut off for three days. No rescuers were able to pass through these rocks to the other side to save the victims there. They were only able to go to the other side on the fourth day. During these three days, only the victims can rescue themselves as well as others. :(

I really do not wish this to happen to Singapore.

I think everyone will cry after watching the channel 8 show and post their feelings on their blogs..

Treasure your life.

shit

i lost my bloody atm card.
what the fuck.

it has not been going on smoothly for me today.
i went home quickly after going to temple.
because i wanted to see my cousins.
but there came here in the afternoon when i am not at home.

bloody hell la.
this quarrel that quarrel.
everything lost.

bloody shit.

fuck

i was already very angry with someone and i saw this spam email.
damn it. click on it to have a larger view.

it's a bloody saturday

was woke up by my irritating mother this morning.
she bloody beat my leg to wake me up.
what the fuck la?
as in, she had never hit me before in my life.
she was so sick to hit my leg to wake me up.
what the fuck?
she bloody slap my leg.

results were atrocious.
four underlined results.
was quite disappointed actually.



took a short afternoon nap and went down to hougang mall to meet weiwei.
oh ya, he just pierced his ear.

to someone, you can bloody stop contacting me already.
it's fun to bring someone to your house yeah?

oh i feel so fuck up

pretty rasyidah asked her mum to send me back home after school.
so nice of her.

after i reached home, i was in quite a happy and excited mood.
because i will be going to pub with my dearest jie later.

what fuck my mood most was my mum.
kept bothering me to do her microsoft excel thing.
her excel had some problems.
and i fixed one problem, another came.
fixed, another came.
knn.

go back to my com and go to her laptop again.
for like within one minute, can you imagine how fuck up i am?

-.-

SO SCREWED UP LA!

oh, i didn't blog yesterday.
anyway, i went all the way down to amk yesterday with weiwei just to buy that stupid cocoa powder.
went down to mcdonald's first to meet the merlion creature, adeline.

i must blog about this!
we were at this stall selling shades.
adeline was talking to weiwei while laughing.
suddenly, a very big circle of saliva came out from her mouth.
she kept insisting that it was not her saliva and even say that it was mine!
i think she is going to hate me for posting this unglam thing out.

oh ya!
while we were walking towards "red man" shop, a crazy man nearly bump into me.
there were so much space around him.
he was heading to the bus-stop behind me.
but he purposely walked so damn close to me like he was going to hug me or something and dodge away from me from like 1cm away.
i got a shock when he was like so close to me.
this type of person should go and die, seriously.



today was food& nutrition "n" level practical exam.
and something screwed up.
i prepared everything on the table and wanted to start cooking.
but looking at my time-plan, it didn't state the amount of ingredients i need to use.

i called my dearest grandma immediately and asked her to bring down the recipe all the way from my house to the bus-stop near school.
i was running like mad to the school when i took the recipe from my grandma.
luckily, mr's leong let me finish all my dishes.

by the time i finish cooking, everyone had finished cooking and washing.
there were so many utensils etc. left unwashed.
luckily, eileen and liuyun came down to wash some for me.
otherwise, i would faint.

THANKS A LOT EILEEN AND LIUYUN!

i shall blog more tomorrow alright?
kind of lazy now.

i am not going to find it back again.

good morning guys!
i did not go to school yesterday.

i only heard of the serious earthquake at china recently.
i found it quite sad actually.
i cannot remember clearly who told me this that many children were smashed by the buildings.
their faces were crashed flat.
can you imagine how pathetic and poor thing they are?

i am very confused of what i am doing now.
somehow i felt that something is missing.
and it is drifting further and further away to the extent of me losing it.
i don't want to lose it.
or maybe it's just fate.

it's gone.
let fate decides the future.

it's always positive and negative.

went to my mum's pub again yesterday.
i tried the chivas there which was like so not nice.

but i still love the grape smell.

it's good to have a mum who owns a pub, seriously.
because you can drink whatever you want for free.
and also you can sing many songs.

shit man!
my visitors are getting lesser.
what had happened?!

anyway i just went out with my grandparents and relatives to amkhub.
well.
i was not very happy.

check out my next post alright!

i looked like a idiot

she's my girlfriend.

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FAT HOPE!

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this desperate sister wanted to kiss me.
she is my mother's god-daughter now anyway.
and we went down to my mum's pub just now.









well, i have nothing much to say.

Please don't stop the music!

i find some people irritating.
because they can accept friend requests or whatever in friendster but they just don't have the fucking time to reply one of your message.

-.-

anyway i am meeting serena soooooooon.
but she is going off at about 6pm?
so i will have to find someone else to accompany me.

if you want to meet me, msg me please.

i am getting poorer loh!

i want to save money to get a macbook air!
or at least a macbook?

because my damn stupid fucking desktop is somehow preventing me from hearing music.
not even a sound can be heard from the speakers.
there is some problems with my drivers.
and i am lazy to get it fixed.

so random.

i am getting hungry now liao!
:(

Time to say goodbye!~

^^

it's killing me

overslept today.
i was rotting at home the whole of today until around 5pm.
wilson came over to my house to accompany me.

after that, xavier came and join us.
we headed off to cp pasa malam shortly.

nothing much to post actually.

anyone wants to meet me tomorrow?

screw it up!

i am not planning to go anywhere for my birthday this year.
sorry to those who i told you that i will be meeting you guys during my birthday.

however, you can still come and look for me. :)

HOODIE!

Mrs Top accompanied me to amk hub to get my hoodie.
As soon as i got my hoodie, she went home.


I went home after that for awhile and met up with weiwei.
He treated me HongKong cafe.
Thanks ah!


I was so bloated when i ate half of my curry chicken noodles.
The noodles there was like so bland and maggimee-like.
He forced me to finish the fried wantons.
But failed.

As i did not finish my noodles, he said that tomorrow morning, my face will be full of pimples.
As big as a 2cm diameter circle.
Evil uh?





That's all for today.

Quraisha: Please don't be affected by my depressed posts! ^^

Do not believe a person until you truly know them.

i am really very disappointed in two people now.
really.

one was my best friend and the other one hmm..

i can't believe that my best friend can actually made up a lie so as not to accompany me.
i know you have your other good friends now.
you might just regret one day spending your time with them.
don't bother asking me who am i saying about.

p.s.: Sis, i'm not talking about you.

it's sad to hear from someone that playing game is more important than me.
it's really very disappointing.
i thought you wouldn't say such a thing to me.
telling me the truth how you are feeling towards me would be better than giving me the wrong idea.

fuck it.

*******

alright, saw the results for some of my papers just now.
i was quite glad when i received my English paper results.
my paper two brought up my marks.
i scored 53 for my paper two and 35 for my paper one.

i could had done even better for my physics paper if i had studied for it.
i did not even studied for my physics.
can you believe it if i say that if not for my careless mistake i could have gotten full marks for paper two?
well, i passed my physics.
but forgotten the marks.

there were so many irritating flies today.
in school, at the bus-stop and almost everywhere!
blame it on the humid weather!

I AM GOING TO GET MY HOODIE SOON!
i think pearlyn is accompanying me there?

I don't know what to say

Hey guys, i met weiwei for a movie just now.
We went to amk hub just now to catch "Dance of the dragon".
It's a very nice show.

But, weiwei slept during some moments of the movie.
So akfjkdslbgjsfdghlu.

Anyway the Cathay staff there were so lousy.
I was waiting for more than ten minutes while waiting for the person in front of me.
Other queues were like hundred times faster than mine!

OMG! Serena just send me this gross fellow friendster.
I got a shock when i opened it.
It's a damn fucking guy!


http://profiles.friendster.com/51478588

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FUCK MAN!


After movie, we went back home.
I changed my messy hairstyle to a curry puff just now.
Of course when i am at home.

As my face was too hideous, i edited it away.

Sister, do not be sad.
You still have your "V"! =x

I am so hungry

I feel so hungry now.
And i feel like stuffing 10 packets of fries into my mouth now!

No one will ever accompany me for dinner at night.
No one will ever accompany me till night falls.
No one will ever make me get out of my boredom.

:(

I know saying anything now does not help any things.
But, what i want to say is, "I didn't meant it."

You don't love me anymore! ><

WHY IS MY VISITORS GETTING LESSER AND LESSER?!

It feels like hundreds and thousands of knife piercing through my heart when i saw my lowest analytics.
It really breaks my heart. =x

When i do not have any advertisements, my average visitors per day was 60.
Of late, i had been getting lesser and lesser visitors.

Which broke my record.
09May- Only 48 visitors.
It was the lowest visitors i had ever encountered in this month.

Please come back visitors.
I promise to give you $0.10 when i earned my $50 if you asked for it.

I give up.

These were the photos taken on Friday.



Look at Serena's bed, she's mad.


unglam!


Do i look pretty?














We saw Rasyidah and her ex on HarbourFront station.
Such a coincidence right!




These photos were taken on Saturday.


I met Trisha and Shi En on Saturday for an outing.
It had been long since the three of us went out together.

We intended to go over to Cathay to catch a movie.
But, they do not like my "Dance of the Dragon".
:(
So we went to hotdog factory to catch some snacks then.



After eating, we went over to my Mum's new pub.
We sang there and they drank vodka?
After singing a few songs, they wanted to leave.
So we headed off to the Seafood restaurant nearby.

We ordered cereal prawns and hokkien mee.
Trisha aiming really sucks like hell.
She wanted to throw the prawn head into that plate of hokkien mee but ended up on the grass in front of us.



After we had our full, we went over to Clarke Quay.
I acted like a maid there alright.
It's kind of embarrassing and funny anyway.
I should act in front of you guys some days.

We saw some Italian babe doing belle dancing at a restaurant.
We enjoyed the performance a lot.



Time to say goodbye.

I am feeling much better now

I am currently charging my phone.
I am lazy to take it out and upload photos in to the computer and charge it back again.

So i shall post the photos i took today tomorrow.

I rushed home for the sake of meeting Serena as she wanted to meet me earlier.
But in the end, I waited for her for like close to two hours?

Made me rush here and there.
Even waxed my hair and washed it off and waxed it again.

Hello, it takes three times shampoo and three times conditioner to wash off the wax.
I hate it when I need to wash off the wax.

Headed off to eat Mcdonald's alone and waited for like thirty minutes again for her.
I NEVER eat alone one alright!

Went over to her place and went off to KongLong's place after that.
Took cab down to Hougang Mrt Station and went over to Vivocity.

After awhile, Serena and me left KongLong's and co.
We went to walk along the harbor at vivo city.

I thought of something that I shouldn't be thinking of now.
Or should I say something which is so fake that will never happen?

I am tired of these things.
I regretted doing many things which causes me in this pathetic plight.

We walked along the harbor.
She got really emo which affected me a little.
But not a lot.
:)
I am a stronger person now!

We went to eat Starbucks after that.
We enjoyed acting with each other.
We actually walked along the mrt and pretended to be children from rich parents.

There was this mother who walked past us whispering to her daughter-in-law,

"Wah, wu lue kia leh"
(Wah, rich kids.)

We ended up playing this game for like 2 hours?
This actually brought many laughter to us.
I really enjoyed going out with Serena.

I do not know why am i so bothered by your problems.
It's somehow affecting me.
I do not know how to describe it.
Why can't it just go.

THANKS YOU NUFFNANG!

1. 11 May 2008 to 17 May 2008
2. 01 Jun 2008 to 07 Jun 2008

Yeah! I had just received two advertisements!
It's in the same email.
I was shocked when i saw this.
It has been one week plus since i last received an ad.

And every time I opened my nuffnang email, there's only one advertisement.
But now, two came.

I want to earn money!

Come to my blog more often on these dates alright?
I love you guys more than anyone else.

I will be fine.

Walter is getting lazier and lazier.
He rather sleeps like a log than go for a jog in the afternoon.

The moment he sleeps, he dreams of some sad things.
Actually i dreamt that i was being betrayed as well as loved by the same person.
The betraying part was very blur.

But, i still woke up smiling.
I am even smiling now when i am blogging.

I think that skipping jogging makes my body restless and tired.
My legs are aching now.
I guess it should be developing some kind of muscles.
Because i went for jogging three consecutive days at Punggol Park for three rounds ma!

I think that i should not be lazy and go for a jog later.
But, i had not even started revising on my F&N.



Actually this is supposed to be an animation with 8 other "Sony Best Shot".
But the animation turns out ugly, so i posted this instead.
It's supposed to show me doing 10 different act cute poses.
With the help of magic hands making number 1-10 hand signs.

Oh ya!
I forgotten to post about this.
As i was going to my friend's house the other day, i crossed the freaking zebra-crossing.
And i nearly got banged by the car.
It's a zebra-crossing road and i had not even finish crossing the whole freaking road!
And a damn white ugly toyota car- SDR 1106R speed past me which was as near as 1cm away from me.

I turned and stared at the driver and the driver still does not know that he is in the wrong.
And he actually looked at me like it was my fault for crossing the zebra-crossing.

Guys, imagine if i did not finish my last step in time and the damn car speed over my leg.
How would i look like?
My leg will be broken at the scene immediately.

I was telling Kenny that if i were to die one day and no one knows my house phone number, no one will ever know that i am dead.
They will be like,

"Wah! Walter went for a holiday liao huh?"

Yah, went for a holiday to the hades.

So if you see me not going to school for more than 3 days, something must have gone wrong.
Then, you must come to my house and look for me!

You can know it if i stopped blogging for a week as i don't stopped blogging for such a long time.

I think i should go and have my bath like now.
See I am so lazy that i came back home at around 12pm without even bathing before i start using my computer.

Walter! Stop being so lazy!!!

Expect the unexpected

I went to Punggol End and took thousands of photos.
But i will not post it out!

Otherwise i would have no photos to blog next time.
Do come often for photos alright?

I love you, darlings. :)



I want a MACBOOK!
Because if i were to have a macbook, i will take many photos of myself.
And it has got many different camera effects.

I am going to wear a smile from now.
Don't you think that i looked friendlier this way?

I am getting so random.



Anyway today's weather was weird.
Thunder kept on repeating itself for many times.
I thought bombs were dropping nearby!

I am too lazy to jog at Punggol Park today.
Shit!

Just had a talk with Serena on the phone.
She is still as caring as before.
Commanding me to study or else she will box my nose till it bleeds.
How evil uh?

Any nice songs to recommend?

It's definitely not the same anymore

Oh well, I can feel that it's not the same anymore.

A-maths paper today was tough.
I got a shocked when i see that there were thirteen questions altogether!

Hello! This is A-maths paper and not E-maths paper.
I think that I will flunk this paper badly.

I am going to disappoint my math tutor. How? :(

Hello! This is A-maths paper and not E-maths paper.

I am tired.
Guys, call me if anything happens.

I really do not know where to thank you from.
Thanks for all the lies today.

I used to believe in you.
You just made me lost the believe in you today.

Let it continue or let it die?

YEAH!
I 'm going for jogging soon.

Yup, i will be jogging everyday.
It can keep my body healthy as well as letting all my troubles out.

I really feel that jogging is the only way i can vent everything out.
My mood will be super good after i jogged.

It's going to be a daily basis.
Trust me.

Most probably, i will be jogging in the night on weekdays and afternoon on weekends.
So look for me in Punggol Park if you can't find me.

:D

There is a-maths paper one tomorrow morning.
Many of you will not be going back to school but poor a-maths students like me have to go back.

I have not really started revising for my a-maths.
It's only mid year examinations anyway.

Someone is out there leaving me alone!

Unrealistic hopes

In this world, not everything will get in to our way.
There are bound to be some things which are opposing you.

It's not a matter of whether do you want it but it's a matter of whether can you get it.

Because when i put in my best, no one appreciates it.

Perhaps, things are going to end soon.
I give up.

Thanks for making me wake up from that silly dream.

This really shocked me to death just now.

The moment i saw this, i ran out to my living room to pray! Lighted up joss-stick to my guan ying ma to bobi me.

Not long after, Shawn came to my house and we went for jogging.

So this was the second consecutive time i went for jogging. I think that i am crazy recently.

Kept on going to Punggol Park for a jog. Well, I will be fitter in this way.



We saw a bunch of disgusting-acting-gangster kids there which were damn gross.

Smoking - Giving the face that they looked damn cool. Even spraying perfume on their body near us.

I told Shawn in a volume which was loud enough for them that, "Cannot stand it man."

And we left.



Sometimes, we are really seeking for miseries rather than happiness. We should stop doing things that would affect us in our future or whatever damn thing.

Like what i said, if i were given a chance, i would choose not be born.

But my parents gave birth to me without giving me a happy childhood. So what more can i expect from someone else?

Maybe the person who really cared and love me is my Grandmother.

I really love her that much that i would sacrifice everything for her. Not some things, but everything.

She's fine now, so do not think the wrong way.

I really had enough of these things. Please let me forget everything.

Think before you act

I find this sad. Poor old maid had to leave house with tears.
Poor maid.

It's simple to say "Think before you act" than do it.

Most of us do not have the habit of thinking before acting when we are angry. We just do whatever we can to make a hell out of the person.

It's true. When you are angry with a person, would you think:

1) Eh, cannot hit him leh.
2) What if i kill him?

But you will think of:

1) F___ING HELL!
2) I am going to make your life hundred times miserable than going to hell!
3) I hope you will get bang by the car.
4) I hope that you will get strike by lightning.

Am i right?

But long as you try to think before you act, lesser troubles will come knocking on your door.

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"WWF confirmed that the Earth will be uninhabitable by 2050."

By then, I would be 58 years old. I cannot even live up to an age of 70 years old!

Recently, the climax had changed. How can the month, May, be so freaking hot! The warmness is really driving everyone crazy.

One packet of tissue is not even enough to wipe off some people sweat. How gross can it be?

"All major surveys show that Earth has steadily declined in wilderness and species. Earth is very sick and its long term survival prospects are very dim. If Earth is to survive at all it will be among human dilettante dabblers. Earth continues to decay. Nothing short of a miracle could save it at this point in time. For all practical purposes, Earth is dead."

Even if the Earth can survived through 2050, it would still be an undesirable place for all of the human beings.

:(

Nothing is forever. It's good to see Earth dying anyway.

Because this would end all of the human beings troubles. They need not vexed over money, appearance, relationship and family.

Isn't it good?

I wonder where would we go when we are dead. Is there really such a place called hell?

It's time to de-stress

Anyhow, i went to Punggol Park just now at 1pm.

I just like the fact that it's hot, that's why i went for a jogging alone.

I got prepared like a crazy primary school child.

Wore a cap, listened to my music and went off to jog. No one was jogging in Punggol Park.

I seems to be like a idiot, with a cap on which is so ugly.

Who cares. At least i won't get blackheads right? Hahahahahahaha. Vain la.


It just feels good running alone in the park in such a hot weather. You seems to be relaxed after jogging alone. Throwing all my troubles out while jogging. It really helped me a lot.

So guys, if you feel sad, try jogging out in a hot weather alone.
Must be at 1pm! Because you will be the only one jogging in Punggol Park.

:( NUFFNANG FORGOTTEN ME!

I had not received any advertisement for a week already!

My last advertisement was 20 Apr 2008 to 26 Apr 2008.

Anyway my analytics had been getting higher.

In spite of getting more advertisement, i got none.

:(
Please don't forget me.

I'm really very lost

Don't ask me on what i'm posting about because i won't tell you.

I wonder if it's still the same anymore. Or did it even happened before?

I was very disappointed and sad last night, really. I hope that there will be more good things for me to keep. Like good memories.

Please don't do this to me anymore.

I do not want to leave this world with unhappy memories.

I hope happy things will carry on.

Is it ever to late to do something?

Honestly speaking, i have not started revising for my maths and social studies paper yet. This is enough to make me scream my lungs out.

I am having tuition at 8pm.

Just woke up from my sweet dream just now.

Does study comes first than anything else? I do not think so actually.

I hope things will get better as time passes by

I am only left with the time plan for my home economics coursework which made me jumped around. Reason being, I am done with that irritating research!

Oh ya, did i mention that i changed a new phone? It's K850i.

Actually i quite like the phone because of it's multi functions. Like touchscreen on the top, auto-rotate screen when you turn the phone to landscape and many others.

The only thing that i dislike it will be the ear piece. I am so not used to it to this big ear piece!

I am going to change a new ear piece which is similar to my past small ear piece.

Gosh! I am running out of topics to post. :(



I really hope things will get better as time passes by.

SHALALALA~

it's so nice to be happy shalalala.
i have not even touch on my coursework.
i'm left with my research.

GOD DAMN THIS!

it's okay, i must persevere no matter how hard it might be.
i know i'm posting rubbish because i won't be able to do it most likely.

studies comes first?

Happy Labour Day

I went to sculpture park with my friends yesterday. I hope both of them will be closer after more meetings.

We walked to the sculpture park and slacked. The school behind us was haunted.

The lights in one room at 10pm was blinking. The light was off after awhile.

The most "ohmygawd" thing was something that i heard. I actually heard a man screaming ahh... But both my friends heard nothing. What the f***!

Took cab home after that.